After 4days of torment to my heart and mind.
Finally everything's over.
Altho much hurt was inflicted to myself, but i just had to do it.
It ain't the same anymore.

You aren't the only one who lost all your trust.
I lost my trust in you to even continue this relationship.
Your indecisiveness is just terrible.
Yes, you might say that you're indecisive from the start,
but i didn't it to be this bad till an extend that you don't even know whether you still want to continue this relationship?
This is just bad..
Way too bad..

Anyway, breaking up might not be a sad thing for you since you've still got people who "loves" you so damn much.
but for me, it's like i fell from the World Trade Centre on 911.
You just won't understand how i feel, and you never will.
why?
You're simply too selfish.
Simply claiming that you don't care bout what others say or do to you anymore.
In fact, come to think of it.
It's such a defensive sentence.
Now i realise how dumb am i to actually realise this after a while.

I wouldn't bear the risk to wait for you for that "while/longer"
It's just a plain waste of time since trust isn't there anymore.

Besides i realised that i changed quite a bit of old habits within this 1 month 12 days, 8hrs and 15mins. (It's 01:09am now)
It's a good start for someone else i guess? hahaha.

meanwhile, I don't mean any offence to say all these to you.
Just hope you'll learn from your mistakes and i'll learn from mine. =))

oh oh! and..Seth, If you're reading this..
Take care of her alright? I believe that both of you really do belong together.
I was here under the arrangement of god to test your love for her. ( I think so, Just making myself feel better i guess ) hah!

so yeah, much blessings from me.
you won't even hear from me anymore.
cause i doubt she would contact me anymore either.

Gotta go now!
Takings!

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