"i truly have no heart to continue this," - Her

I know I've always been the one that made everything turn sour and I'm really sorry,
I really don't know how can i make things better perhaps just by shutting up and not thinking bout anything will just maintain things the way both of us wants it to be.

I've been reading a particular text from you that says "When we get married then I'll cook for you kay? =D Love you!" over and over again. I really want this moment to come and I don mean tasting your cooking but to get married with you and have the most adorable twins on earth.

Remember you said that all these things this girl said bout you and the way she's belittling you is your retribution for the wrong-doings that you've done so far?

Well i think, Our current issue is my retribution for what wrongs that I've done in the past. And.. I'm really beginning to think that whatever bad things that are coming my way are my retributions. Thanks for enlightening me. I should just face things calmly and softly from now onwards and I'll make sure it happens.

Once again I'm sorry for what I've done. and don't give up on this can? please..