So yeah, i think Seth's really just an excuse for me i suppose.

i'm not only blaming you for this failure but im blaming myself even more for committing a stupid mistake and making you angry and this.
Yes I may portray myself to have that much patience at times but everytime when relationship matters comes it's just hard to have that much patience because i don't even know if you want to continue the relationship when all you answer me is "i don't know"

Yes it's true that i still love you and i do want to continue this but it's just hard when everything is unknown to you.

So how? may i know? if you really do want to continue this..
Just make yourself think hard for this once if you want to continue this..
no more "i dont know", please? =(

ooh and i'm not trying to be sarcastic here, but yeah. it's hard to find a guy with that much patience and the determination to actuall'y throw away his ego for a relationship. Im not trying to self promote or wad. but I'm really willing to change for you. Loves.