Finally im down with this faeces. hahaha

took me quite a while to actually get everything done.
thanks to Saddiq! much much appreciated!

Didnt do much today,went to visit grandpa.
he was asleep but see-ing him asleep,
father and i just didnt dare to actually go up to him to wake him up.
mom finally came in and decided to wake him up,
took him quite a while to actually realised that we're around him.
it was so much of a relieve i tell you,
had a little talk with grandpa and got fucked by him upside down because of the tattoos.
hmmmm...used to it alr.
He pointed to my brother and sis-in-law and showed the thumbs-up.
He pointed to me and showed the thumbs down.
I know it hurts him to do that but it hurt me even more.

went back alone as mom and dad went dating,while brother and sis-in-law went dating too.
Got on the train and really didnt bother what's around me cos all i can think of is my baby and grandpa. i would really like to bring her to see grandpa, to let him know that i'm serious this time. and to let him know that i am really not a black sheep after all.
Time's just stopping me from proving to him the wrongs.

Life's a bitch?so what if it is.
There'll always be people around me to make the bitch into a tamed one.
My brothers, My sisters and definitely my love, Miraa.

Currently just listening to "The Unforgiven" - Metallica.

The only phrase that really appears to me is "Never shine through in what i've shown"

Whatever i've done is just something I'm really interested in.
But, apparently it doesnt appeal to my parents...
Whatever that i've been doing seem to be the cause of what I am today.

At the age of 16, I got my First tattoo. A pretty Baphomet at the back.

At the age of 17, I quit school and went to work in the Nightlife Industry.Neglected my true friends for people who're also known as my "brothers"

At the age of 18, I've got loads of tattoos and started to really turn sour. Still neglected my true friends. I went in for a while and came out on Tagging/Probation.

At the age of 19, I'm in NS now. Serving the nation while serving the sentence. How great.
But the only difference is that, I'm happy with my true friends, people whom i can rely on and call them my brothers. and the woman of my life, Miranti.

"So I dub the Unforgiven" ? - Metallica

It's true that I've got loads of interests, but that doesnt rule out my goal in life.

I yearn to be a successful club owner,
I yearn to be the best tattoo artist in world,
I yearn to be the best hairstylist in world,
and to be the best bartender in the world.

but all in the end, the reason why i'm trying to work towards all of these is because of my goal in life.

And that's to be The best Husband in the world with the Sexiest wife and the cutest pair of twins.
Someone who can provide and meanwhile show Care,Concern and definitely Love.

Seems like im just thinking and not doing. Too many restrictions.

who knows, being a taxi-driver might be able to achieve my goal in life.
Like my pops? definitely not.

well, im really tired alr, sorry for making my first post a really grumpy one.
Take care friends.
















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