So yeah! Im home!!

miss my bed, miss my fridge, miss my tv, miss my bantal bucuk2! and most importantly
i miss my oinkybbybucuk2sygsygsyg! =((

anyway, life's been tiring for the past 3 days in camp. reallll tired!

been clocking 400km everyday. and the speed limit just makes it worse!! grrr.

so yeah, but campmates are great. super friendly people but kinda gangster-ish. hahaha! hmmm.. oh well.

I want you, i need you, i miss you but deep in my heart, you're always in me. heh. (sweeet kn?)!! hahahha.

taking care people,
off to lepak noww!

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So yeah, was at East Coast yesterday with the guys.
Really nice weather with great company. =)) enjoyed!
Left east coast bout' 5.30pm?
Faster rush to Lakeside! cos i'm going to see my baby~! hahahaha
(tp sempat plak bleh alek mandi dulu)

Mesti laa, nk jumpe matair nk kena wangi2 pe. hahahaa.
so yeah, lepak all the way till 11 plus den sent baby to the busstop.
Didn't wanna let go. feel like putting her into my pocket and bring back home. hahaha!
-_-...

so yeah, went to camp today.
finished my last 80mins drive!
and here i am, home!!

erm..it's supposed to be the good news. CAUSE MY DRIVING COURSE IS OVER!!!!!

and now... for the bad news..

I called my Encik just now,
he said "okay good, book in tonight by 2359hrs"
i was like.. "har? again!"
he said "book in tonight la kotek! 2359hrs ah!"
den i went "orhhh... . . . . . .. .. ... .... okaaayyy.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .." and hung up.
=((
=((
=((

i freaking thought that i just gotta report tmro morning siaal!!!
nie pn aru pack my stuffs. later gotta msk camp alr. hais...(btw, this is the bad news)

so yeah, hope girlfie wakes up now. cos i wanna faster see her!

See la! oinkyBbyBucuk2sygsygsyg! smln you kn ckp the next time we meet is 6 days time.
KN BTOL NYER KENA 6 DAYS TIME!
your mouth uh...EEEE!!! mintak kena *hiakdish* sia!

i wanna go kedai gambar later on,print pictures of us and put on my locker alr. haisssssss...

=(( meanwhile, some photos of yesterday. NO MOOD LAA! ...

HAHAHAHA!

Just ended on the phone with OinkyBbyBucuk2Sygsygsyg!
Her mom's so damn cool. sure is. hahaha!

Baby! you heard your mom huh? i've got support. =))
i don't know why, but after hearing that i felt such a relieve.
and to boost that, hearing your voice makes it even better.

BUT! not seeing you still sucks. =( *tearss*
hope to see Her tmro!
not hope..
but.. its a MUST! okay OinkBbyBucuk2Sygsygsyg!
hahahha.

Off to sleep peeps!
oh yeah, No worries to Naqia. =)) will definitely take care of her.
If she wants me to.. hmmm..
hahahha.

loving my babygirl. =D

It's been only 4 days but it feels like freaking 4years since i last saw her.

i misssss her... =(

oinkybbybucuk2sygsygsyg.... text meeee, calll meeee and meeeet meeee..

faster finish kenduri laa!!!!

So yeah, today's another tiring day. (well, i guess everyday;s tiring to me.heh.)

Went to camp for my lastday of the OUV thingy.
Finished at bout' 5?
then went over to Mandai. cause i didnt do my night parking the previous time. hahahaha!
waited till 7,faster do my parking den faster go back.

Dinner at Armand's place.
Lepak..

and tada.. home?

fucking no mood uh guys, sorry!

Miss you oinkybbybucuk2sygsygsygNP. =)) (guess you know what im saying. MNP)

Loves.



Three days after coming out.

I swear that today's been a really really tiring day.

Started my OUV(Outdoor Utility Vehicle) - Ford Everest. Course today.
Drive here..
Drive there..
It was really tiring because we had to complete quite a number of skill driving thingys within like.. 4hrs? and we had to run here and run there under the hot sun.
And the worst part is that my cigarettes had to run out on such a long day! Argh!

after that, friend drove back to Sembawang while i sat inside and sleeeep like an oink(mcm biase laa). hahahaha.

Reached Sembawang den went for dinner and went to classroom to rest. Started Night Driving at 6:50pm sharp and ended at 9pm. not sharp.
Took a train down from YISHUN! all the way to lakeside. ish. (So close yet so far huh baby?) hahahaha!

so yeah, lepak with the guys for a while, got my ciggarettes and here I am! feeling super super tired. Another worst part now is that.. I haven;t seen Her and i wanna see Her and... I WANNA TALK TO HERRRR!!! =((

much much sadness.
see, no mood alr.
oh well, good night people.
Tmro's another day in the jungle. AGAIN! Grr.. oink much.

loves and peace.!




This is what happens when boredom hits you hard in the brains. =D *winks*

So yeah, i just woke up from a short nap. but it was really short one. hahaha. too hot i guess.

And, if i ever complain and cover up ure mouth. promise me that you'll kill me? hahaha.

I syg syg syg syg syg syg syg you too baby!!! =))

No worries, i'll definitely help you to bring back your self-esteem. =)) thats what im here for my dear. heh.

and yeah, remind me to really go find trouble with "someone".
What the fuck does he mean by "ilyylm" argh!
Real pissed off right now. bye.

So yeah, today's a half day. so yeah, am back to my home sweet home now.

reached camp bout 8, slept till 1130.
went for lunch till 12.
den played MotoGP, WLAN with 7 other people.
Fucking gerek i tel l you! cos it's superrr funny.
and tada! 2pm, took off pass and *poof* hilang daa~

anyway, "Yes its true that it's our life but we are living this life
with those people around us ,going through everything with them,
because they too are a part of our life and will always be around" - Her.

They won't be your true friends if they actually try to pull you down, and why would you even allow such people to be part of your life? As such, it isn't difficult to just tell them this=> "fuck off". Yes it's true that, to change you need to have the determination. But! if you don't have the courage to get "evil" away from you just simply because you can't bear to hurt them then i think no matter how much determination there is. You'll Defnitely fail. Reason? No matter how strong your determination can be, in the end, Discouragement will be your obstacle as you are too soft-hearted to push it away.But no matter what happens in the end, if your family aren't doing their part in helping you to change, there's always another one. An indirect family i would say. If you get what i mean that is. If not, Then it's me. =))

i hope you understand what i mean when i say, "I can't help you a single bit if all i hear from you is "Oh, Nothing laa." " You promised me that you'll open up. well you did. but i guess it's not all the way yet. yeah, it may take time. but i would rather you opening up to me the more important stuffs than the unimportant ones.

Lastly, and the most hurting one. but i just have to say this.

" am afraid of the future,boo me again and again and again.
i am still embracing the past,boo me again and again and again and again" - Her

If you're afraid of your future, It's either you got no faith in me, or not, in yourself.
If you're embracing the past. No point changing yourself at all.

So think hard, do you want to change or do you not?

If you want to, I'll always be around.
If you don't want to, then i guess it's too bad for me.
because i don't know any shit bout your past at all.
And this is where people can label me as. "Useless Boyfriend"

loves.

This is our first ever. I don't want it to be a "was".

Labels: Useless boyfriend

Am on MC again today. (remember the Doc. gave me 2 days.? =D )

so yeah, woke up at bout 11plus 12.
went to Fad's house. and then lepak at there allllllllllllllllll the way till 7plus.
i was so restless at his house, couldnt wait till the time reads 7 or after 7.

AND FINALLY!!! Baby text me and said that they are downstairs!!

WOOOO!!! hahaha, fasterfaster rush downnnn! saw baby and i was so happy. but acted cool for a while uh. hahahaha! in the end, couldnt tahan alr. hugged herrr hug hug hug hug hug! hehe.was really happy.

then.. we sat down and talk and sing and laugh and.... dono? until Lan started training with Apit!

JYEAH! Keciannye Apit kena rbk2. hahaha. after that was Me and Armand. Really enjoyed myself.. AND he scratched me. hahahaha.

after that stopped,rest and smoked and here i am back home again. Today no extension uh. hahaha. how i wish everyday also can extend.dammmnnn.

Pictures time!

Fuck boredom man!

how i wish baby will be able to wake up like.. NOW!

then she can meet me alr. MISS HER SO DAMN MUCH!! AHHH!!!

*pout pouts*














These are the photos we took on Valentines. =D cute kn. hahahah! missing her so much.

OINK!!! WAKE UP!!!!!!!!! =((

So here it is! the part 2 of Smacking the IQs' out of You!

........Black Version. =)) Feat. Blade.HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alright this happened like not really a long time ago, let's say a month?

It was a game that i thought of AGAIN!

Well apparently, i can think of anything when im bored.
So yeah, This is called Tomato Fun!
A person will type a number between 1-99 in her phone.
and the rest will try to guess numbers between 1-99 and not getting the number that's typed in the phone.

Losers will have to eat half of a Raw Tomato!

So sit back relax and enjoy!

To change a bad habit isn't difficult at all.
To get rid of a certain fear isn't difficult at all.
To change to a better person isn't difficult at all either.

But what's difficult is actually how One would actually define the term "Difficult" in their own Dictionary.

Because in the end, If A can quit smoking then why B can't?

So no matter what it is, it still lies in the way you think of it.

Don't let what people say or act pull you down,
because in the end, the life belongs to you and you pull your strings and you call your own shots.

Fuck those who don't understand your willingness to repent.
But i guess it's just human nature isn't it?

All i can say towards my Love and my brothers.

"I'll always be here to help you guys as long as I'm alive, and if I'm no longer around. My soul will be here to guide all of you to a better lifestyle" - Professor Dixon Ong. ( SAY WHAT!!! HAHAHAHA! =D )

Labels: I'll always be here for you Miraalove

It's been a long day today, slept at 6am and woke up 10. realising that im alive.

Went to meet lan and went to NUH to take mc. =))
reached there bout' 12.30.
i fucking waited for four and a half freaking hours to get my MC!
Luckily the doc gave me 2days off. i would have chopped him then. heh kiddingkidding.

After that went JP to look for Mai's present, was really hoping the baby will be able to meet me.
cos i really miss her so damn much. =((
too bad she had to go for some job interview then at last tk jd. GRR!
but whatever it is, it's for her own good. so it's kinda alright altho i still miss her alot tho.heh.
Her pp8's flat and my pp8's flat as well. how fucked up can the day actually get huh?

After JP, went to pondok and met the guys. had dinner at market, then continued lepak-ing at pondok. TILL!!!! 10pm. i decided to think of a game to relieve my stress. heh heh heh..
Everyone loved it. CAUSE THEY WERE ONLY IN CHARGED OF LAUGHING THEIR ASS OFF!

and yeah, there's a video of it so i'll post it below.

anyway, after that continued to lepak and now im home!

I was bathing just now, and i realised that there's a bump on my head!

It says, "Confusius say! Your IQ is dropping, BAD BOY!"

oh damn.. it hurts. hahaha! but it really did help me relieve my stress though. really enjoyed the pain and laughing my ass off.

And to whoever who threw that Big-sized ice block down, AKU SUMPAH MAK BAPAK KAU KENA PEDAL PADE ANJING BODOH! NASIB TK KENA ORG! KLAU KENA! SATU BLOCK 204 AKU HANTAM SIA!

sorry for the crude languages, am just really pissed off with that kid who did that.
im seriously a good guy.just that im just temperamental at times. *wink wink* =D
hahaha.

this is the video. do enjoy. yeah! =))

heh, welllll.. was supposed to wake up at 7am to be the polyclinic's First customer.

Bnyk dia peh first.. nie pn aru bgn jgk uh. hahahahaha!

so yeah, slept at 6 in the morning just now and managed to wake up at 7, .... just to turn off the irritating alarm and go back to sleep that is. hahaha. was really gone alr uh.

Well, this is why i stayed up.

I know this lady, she lives somewhere in Singapore and she knows that she doesn't have a pair of her house keys.
Apparently she also knows that her maid doesnt exist anymore in her family either.
Well, guess wad?
She went out with her group and friends to many places and when she reached home, only to come to realised that. "shit, i've been trying to call my sister from just now. and her prepaid's low"
At this point of time, what would you do if you were in a hurry to go "pee-pee". just fuck care with all other matters and relieve yourself first yeah?
hahahha,but noooo... this pretty lady insisted to controlling it and said that it was "terpakse"(forced to).hahahaha, cute.
she tried ways and means to get back into her place which also means CLIMBING THROUGH THE KITCHEN WINDOW!
and i don think i need to really emphasise on what's infront of the kitchen window right?

Precisely!, there's nothing but the 1st level.(So what if she's living in the Second floor! _|_)

okay so yeah, apparently she and her friends failed and they decided to just lepak bwh some blocks till her sister wakes up tp go to school. well...

Three cheers to her friends who accompanied her throughout. Thanks. =))
Hip..hip... HOORAY!
Hip..hip... HOORAY!
Hip..hip... HOORAY!

ohhh! yeah..this cute little girl is non other than, my Baby. =))
Love you baby, i know you will kill me after reading this post.
hahahaha! i love you? muah muah muah?
Not working?

hahaha, kill me later when you see me den X_X

taking care peeps!

Labels: ooohhh..what a sight.

Omfg, she text me telling me that she was going back at 2:40.. i text her at 3 saying that she took 30mins to come back from henderson.

IM AN IDIOT LAA!!!

Sorry baby, i really didnt mean it.
My bad!

wondering what's happening to me.

Dixon Ong Chin Yong is a useless lousy boyfriend, believe it cos he's being unreasonable towards his own Babylove and trust me its the truth! FUCK!

maybe i should just join grandpa on his journey back home.

uh-oh, suicidal thoughts are starting again.

Gotta get control over myself again,again and again.

I wanna sleeeep alr........

oh well, girlfriend comes first.

Labels: don think too simple., my balls are sweating

New blood joins this earth
And quikly hes subdued
Through constant pain disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on hes known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will theyll take away

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is
Throughout his life the same
Hes battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never be
Never see
Wont see what might have been

What Ive felt
What Ive known
Never shined through in what Ive shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub the unforgiven

You labeled me
Ill label you
So I dub the unforgiven

Labels: See how I feel.

Finally im down with this faeces. hahaha

took me quite a while to actually get everything done.
thanks to Saddiq! much much appreciated!

Didnt do much today,went to visit grandpa.
he was asleep but see-ing him asleep,
father and i just didnt dare to actually go up to him to wake him up.
mom finally came in and decided to wake him up,
took him quite a while to actually realised that we're around him.
it was so much of a relieve i tell you,
had a little talk with grandpa and got fucked by him upside down because of the tattoos.
hmmmm...used to it alr.
He pointed to my brother and sis-in-law and showed the thumbs-up.
He pointed to me and showed the thumbs down.
I know it hurts him to do that but it hurt me even more.

went back alone as mom and dad went dating,while brother and sis-in-law went dating too.
Got on the train and really didnt bother what's around me cos all i can think of is my baby and grandpa. i would really like to bring her to see grandpa, to let him know that i'm serious this time. and to let him know that i am really not a black sheep after all.
Time's just stopping me from proving to him the wrongs.

Life's a bitch?so what if it is.
There'll always be people around me to make the bitch into a tamed one.
My brothers, My sisters and definitely my love, Miraa.

Currently just listening to "The Unforgiven" - Metallica.

The only phrase that really appears to me is "Never shine through in what i've shown"

Whatever i've done is just something I'm really interested in.
But, apparently it doesnt appeal to my parents...
Whatever that i've been doing seem to be the cause of what I am today.

At the age of 16, I got my First tattoo. A pretty Baphomet at the back.

At the age of 17, I quit school and went to work in the Nightlife Industry.Neglected my true friends for people who're also known as my "brothers"

At the age of 18, I've got loads of tattoos and started to really turn sour. Still neglected my true friends. I went in for a while and came out on Tagging/Probation.

At the age of 19, I'm in NS now. Serving the nation while serving the sentence. How great.
But the only difference is that, I'm happy with my true friends, people whom i can rely on and call them my brothers. and the woman of my life, Miranti.

"So I dub the Unforgiven" ? - Metallica

It's true that I've got loads of interests, but that doesnt rule out my goal in life.

I yearn to be a successful club owner,
I yearn to be the best tattoo artist in world,
I yearn to be the best hairstylist in world,
and to be the best bartender in the world.

but all in the end, the reason why i'm trying to work towards all of these is because of my goal in life.

And that's to be The best Husband in the world with the Sexiest wife and the cutest pair of twins.
Someone who can provide and meanwhile show Care,Concern and definitely Love.

Seems like im just thinking and not doing. Too many restrictions.

who knows, being a taxi-driver might be able to achieve my goal in life.
Like my pops? definitely not.

well, im really tired alr, sorry for making my first post a really grumpy one.
Take care friends.
















Me and Love. The people whom I trust.

Labels: i love my girlfriend oh so much.oinks.

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